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Civilised Nervous Breakdown. “Watch and learn, kiddos!”

I knew this was coming. “At the beginning of January? Can’t make it. I’ll be having a nervous breakdown.” / So. Here we are. Staring out the window, wearing the same flannel shirt, for god knows how many days on a row. “…I did turned this inside out just the other day.”

There’s been some clear development. “This week I once listened Nina Simone instead of Ella Fitzgerald.” / “…And yesterday I put pants on.” “…I think they are laughing at me on that balcony.”

I’m not going strictly by the plan, tough. “…Wait? Only the SECOND time I cried?” “And not that much either…” / “This may mean that the ‘big wave’ won’t hit until next week…” “…And by then I should already be wearing clean clothes and start working again… Oh how inconvenient.”

Today I nearly took a walk. / “Naah. I’m going back home. ” “…I could try to organize some things…”

“…for the next week. It can be rough, if I have to freak out and pull it together at the same time.” “Hello? Is this The Ministry of Bureaucracy? It’s just that I…”

And then, the week after that, I should already more or less have my shit together. / “What? You had some nervous breakdown? I couldn’t even tell!” / “Oh shoot! I wish I could handle my nervous breakdowns with that same ELEGANCE. …But no, It’s always just that same crying and yelling.” “Don’t beat your self for that. It takes years of dedication, to get at this level!” / “They don’t call me the QUEEN OF CRISES for nothing!”

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